confusing state continues

Many Many times I got depressed and think that I didn;t get many things in my life.

My mother is never a close friend of mine. I don't know why and how this happens. But it is the true fact of my life that She does not like me at all.

She always think that I am a person who will oppose her in each and every thing.

So, I can not say that its true or not but it happens with me each and every time when we met her.

Even, I do not remember a single case when she might have eaten with Leena.
She does not feel happy whenever I achieved something great.
She always wants to compare my achievements with somebody else.

I can not say why this happens with me, But its true.

I have never say that to any body and thought that all things will ultimately got solved themselves but still the things are same and these are not moving in the right direction.

Then finally I think that Let it happen, and I will continue to do whatever I am doing.

I will not do any wrong with anybody.
I will fulfill my duties and Let the GOD decide if I do something wrong with anybody.